I wish I knew what love was, not to feel it, but to understand books or movies songs or monologues that talk about it. What I am doing is something I will burn for. Trying to feel a way toward someone who isn’t in my life, but lives in the future sucks. I’m up to 4 this time and i’m digging a hole bigger and bigger for a person i dont even know. Painting the town red and hurting people is one of the worst feelings in the world. I know what im doing to them, but i do it anyway. #heartless
Apr 5
The Hit List
So i like Johnny, I’m just going to put it all the way out there. He’s so funny and cute and has abs. Meanwhile Marissa has been liking Luke while we were dating. When Luke stayed with me even when you persistently flirted with him behind my back. I’ve known your game plan since day 1. Let me let you in on a little secret bitch. This is a promise I am going to make to you, i am going to make your life a living hell. And your not going to see it coming. Johnny likes me, i trust that. And you know what people do at parties. Don’t ever fuck with me again.
Have a blessed day.
Feb 8
Da Da Da Da Dum
hahahahaha its ok we’ll destroy dat bitchhhhhh
Jan 12
Its ok hhahah i know, i have that choice by abusing it by asking him out again. i like him we just cant date because he would get the wrong idea. KINDA LIKE BRIANNA AND LUKE HAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAbitch.
Jan 12
sorry ive been so unsupportive I guess im actually kind of jealous that at least you have the option. like he would totally take you back if you wanted to but you wont and its your choice and I never had that choice and I cant go back even if I want to. and it sucks and im still not over it and so I know what hes going through and i feel bad for him im ssorry because you’re my bestfriend I should be supportive of you but it just kind of brought back old feelings and im sorry bby
Jan 12
i kind of just want to block my whole life out and forget my whole past but idk how…
You think you can be fun and crazy and it all is so fun then and you think everything is going to be ok, but the sweat dries and you still feel like
Shit.
